Wednesday, October 18, 2006
during lunch today...
i told my mum...
i think tt she is becoming
more and more sensistive.
guess wat...
she flared up...
told me no point for me to get angry...
aiish...
tt sentence of her den make me angry.
she seems to be becoming stricter wid me.
i use comp...
she'll ask...
wat i using the comp for.
when im on the phone...
she'll ask...
who i talking to.
y talking so long.
when im messaging...
she'll ask...
who am i messaging.
y gt so much message.
aiish...
while cleaning up my room juz now...
many things went thr my mind...
wat have i done to not gain trust fr her.
y does she have to be so strict wid me.
y is she so worried i will have a relationship
y
y
y???
she keeps reminding me
i have one more year to go before
the end of my secondary sch life.
she keeps reminding me nxt year is my O level...
i shd be focusing.
yes
yes
yes.
i know
i know!!!
but...
its juz after my end of year exam.
results is not even out yet.
y cant she juz let me have some fun now.
y
y
y???
many always say
when ur mum noe who u r hanging out wid...
it'll be easier for u to go out.
hahaz.
NOT true.
my mum noe all of the friends i hang out wid...
but
so wat???
she still doesnt let me out easily.
she still dun seem to trust me.
play basketball at the court
which is juz at the bottom of my flat...
she keeps worrying tt
me and my friends will get into fight wid other ppl...
over the court.
im not at all looking forward to
sch holiday.
she wont let me out...
how am i gg to spend the 2 months???
perhaps...
my sch holiday shall jux be
library
home
library
home.
aiishh...
perhaps...
sometime at the court.
perhaps sister(seri) is right
after all she's my mum.
oh well...
i dun deny...
she is a nice mum.
i HATE my life.
okok...
tt stupid kalm's thingy is still at my house.
yuanhong say put my house first...
he'll tell me when he wans it.
well...
i doubt he's gg to claim it bck.
so
i dumped it at a corner of my room.
let it accumulate dust.
she hopes u will study hard.
she hopes u will graduate wid her.
{ 8:10 AM }
let's fly across the blue sky
